Reflecting

Reflecting
My reflection is blurry
I can't see myself
My face is smudged
Foggy
Unclear
The makeup upon my face pollutes
The beautiful girl hiding underneath
I smile a smile not of my own
I laugh a laugh that is not mine
I talk a talk not of my words
Not only was my face polluted by the world
So was I
I looked deeper into the mirror
Trying to find myself
Some where in the blur of the world
Some where in the steam
I wipe away the smears
And I see eyes of my own
I wipe away the smirk
And my smile is back
I truly laugh
For I'm me again
I'm no longer clouded
The world told me to change
I was weak
But I realize that I can be strong
So I wiped away the blurs in the mirror
And for once in a long time
I truly
Looked at someone
Who I knew was worth looking at
And I truly saw someone
Worth being